The Present Moment9th of September 2023. Okay. Acknowledging that I get a moment to write this. On Keep. That is a positive. It means my mind is calm enough…Sep 9, 2023Sep 9, 2023
23 08 15She had a face that made me think “I’d love our daughter’s face to look like hers”. That scene where the baby, say around 2–4 years old…Aug 15, 2023Aug 15, 2023
Some Shit is HardLet me tell you something. I talk a big game above my love for computer science, but what I don’t mention is I don’t love programming as…Aug 5, 2023Aug 5, 2023
How’s It GoingIt’s going okay. I’m not feeling so terrible right now. I just wrote an entry in my journal and it was one of those sessions, that I don’t…Jul 21, 2023Jul 21, 2023
And it Gets Even WorseQuit my job today so that they won’t quit it for me. “A resignation is better than a termination”. Then lost over a million quid to a…Jul 10, 2023Jul 10, 2023
Opt OutThere’s no reincarnation, no heaven, no hell. It’s nothingness. Devoid of experience. I do not know this for sure, but there’s no reason to…Jul 8, 2023Jul 8, 2023
It Gets WorseWell, it fucking got worse. I am in more shit than the last time out. Unbelievable. I had one job. Stay away. I motherfucking couldn’t. I…Jul 8, 2023Jul 8, 2023
Status UpdateSo, life’s shit. A major screw-up happened. I blew up my relationship with my parents, friends, and half the community in March. Things…Jun 24, 2023Jun 24, 2023
Base64 Ting (230313)As a backend programmer, you’d be doing a lot of base64 encoding, I bet. Base64 encoding means your data to be transmitted/stored is…Mar 13, 2023Mar 13, 2023